Undergoing an Awakening

I’ve been seriously very lazy these last few weeks and now I’m beginning to pay for it. Hopefully I won’t ever be too lazy again. I’ve been doing some serious prayer in all this as it has woken me up to the fact that if I keep up this last minute stuff that I just will not survive in the world. I’m certain that I am a hard worker from all what I do at work, but when it comes to school, it’s a completely different thing. I’ve been missing the mark too long this semester and it’s time to stop procrastinating. I like video games a lot, and I’m sure that’s what’s causing my laziness and my showing apathy toward what I really love and want to do as my profession.
I’m focused when I really apply myself. I just need more confidence and need to stay focused and I’ll be really great. Sadly, the way I behave in the professional world is how I interact with my Savior. A serious amount of prayer is needed. I have not forgotten Him, and I need to be constantly reminded that He’s there for me. Although at times I feel as though I have since getting caught up in all the things of this world.
I’m saddened by the fact that I’ve missed out on opportunities because I talked to people late because I never know what to say…but thankfully there will be more opportunities to follow the failed ones since I learn from my mistakes. Next time I will not delay!
That’s all my boring thoughts for the rest of the day.

Spring Break?

Seriously freaking out over money matters because I have my first KIIS payment due in about 2 weeks…beware the ides of March…dun dun dunnnn…
Everybody lately has been at each other’s throats at school and I’m seriously tired of it. It’s not necessary. We all have a serious case of cabin fever, but it’s no excuse for such behavior. For me anyway, I have a serious case of lethargy and I’m certain that it won’t go away until the end of next week, possibly. Sleep isn’t something I’ve found very often at all this week with trying to get things done…exams, etc. Next month looks pretty packed with performances starting at least on the 6th.

That’s all my tired mind can produce right now. Sleep comes slowly to me now.